What if..

有时候你觉得给以身边的人帮助，给以体谅，给以关心是一件非常理所当然的事，可是别人可能不这么认为。。如果有一天你发现到你无形中成为了别人的负担，别人的压力，别人的累赘。。你会选择放弃呢，还是去面对。。也许放弃了，对方不自觉的会觉得心中的石头终于释放了，没了你，不自觉的也慢慢的自我成长了，而你可能因为放弃而痛苦着。也许你选择去面对他，反而加重别人的负担，压力。。
相反地，如果别人无形中成了你的压力，又会如何呢。。
别人有可能是你的好朋友，家人，同事，一直在你身边的人。

explain, not

赴约迟到了，答应过的事情最后泡汤了，秘密被揭发了，好多好多。。一个没有结果的结局，再多的解释都显得非常多余。。
每当在极力的为自己的过失解释时，突然发现解释了又能改变什么，不被预期的结局已经促成了，解释往往得不到别人的谅解，何不静下来。。往前看，告诉自己绝对不可再犯同样的错误，这样比一直再作无为的解释更实际呀。。

过渡期

你有至少一个可以跟你说话的人吗

disaster!

may may have just been rape by a BASTARD!wad a bastard!fuXker!
when i talking on phone jus now,i heard got crying from outside my window den i curious isit got something like snake or what attack maymay and bobo den i look tru the inflection from my window,wtf!i saw a brown skinny long tail bastard stick on may may knot get off. i immediately told my mum, den coming with a broom stick hit on that bastard,den he pull maymay to the bush, he stick on may may stil even his fuXk ing something have been hit and stuck by the roses branch!abnormal bastard! how could a fine breed virgin jus like that gave to a bastard.mayb he could not stand the pain anymore den he ran off and escape from the fence. poor may may after torturing by the bastard her bottom full of mud and blud........ tml will go to veterinary see either got any drug for abortion or not.

Diploma graduation ceremony

9th November will attend for my diploma graduation ceremony.
what i wan not only diploma but degree..or even higher level >.<
quiet shame to telling ppl that i only got a diploma cert ner.. my sis already got her bachelor of business, bro will get his bachelor of psychology and my bf will get his bachelor of law soon.. but how about me? shame....i'm so not pro..

what is wrong with me

am i too lazy or i'm jus too choosy
i just too scare to become like that again..

Lets Start From Here

giving up
why should i
have come too far to forget
beautiful
just got lost
somewhere along the way
so much was missing when you went away

let's start from here
lose the past
change our minds
we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance
don't think to deep
all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
let's start from here

standing here
face to face
a finger on your lips
don't say a word
don't make a sound
silence around us now
even when you were gone I felt you everywhere

let's start from here
lose the past
change our minds
we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance don't think to deep
all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
let's start from here
let's start from here

I've never been the one to open up
but you've always been the voice within
the only one for my cold heart

let's start from here
lose the past
change our minds
we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance
don't think to deep
and all those promises
let's start from here
lose the past
change our minds
we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance don't think to deep
all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
let's start from here

regret

i'm extremely regret that i have take Diploma in Tourism 2 years ago. should b 3 years..

3 years..someone already can bcome a engineer,a lecturer,

i need motivation

aimless...

“如果”可以改变结局的话，我也不会希望可以有如果可以让我从来的机会。没有以前就没有现在的我，就算如果可以从来，结局也不会如我们想象的一样。要改变的话，现在才是时候，未来是现在创造的，问题是我不想改变，我还是原来的我，如果可以从来几千几百次，我还是我，结局还是一样，不论对谁，我永远是自私的，因为我爱自己永远比别人多，如果我不改变的话，结局永远只有一个，我还是不愿意改变。

该怎么说。。

适应了就不希望改变。。改变了又得再适应。。 适应了总有需要改变的一天 。。 改变了又得再从新适应。。反反复复的重复着。。重复着

改变其实不难，难在你愿不愿意，敢不敢，想不想去改变，而我是不愿意改变。

适应只需要时间罢了。。

Happy :) Sim Pack

i'm happy now because i'm using happy sim pack lol..
it cost me only maximum 99sen no matter how long i talk. worth it?

:( in chinese wad we called as there are never free for lunch in this earth correct aR? watever la..

just for info so far it is not for unlimited call, 99sen is only for 45minute talk time, but it stil best for me.

His super father

Dick & Rick Hoyt, the most inspirational father and son team to race in an Ironman.

just stay and watch it..this might touch your heart..


at the end of this video, the son was 43 years old and the father was 65..

LoVely SoNg

(English translate)

"You were Born to be Loved"

You were born to be loved

and you are receiving that love through your life

You were born to be loved

and you are receiving that love through your life

The love from God that started since the beginning of your birth

Becomes connected with us meeting each other

And your existence in this world Is a very huge happiness for us

You were born to be loved

and you are receiving that love through your life











(chinese translate)

"你是因爱而生的人"

你知道嗎，你是因上帝的愛而誕生,

在你的生命中，你已接受祂的愛

你知道嗎，你是因上帝的愛而誕生

在你的生命中，你已接受祂的愛

在萬物被創造的那一刻起上帝的愛就已存在

隨著我們友誼的成熟

因為你在地球上的存在 我們共度了快樂的時光

你是因為上帝的愛而誕生

儘管現在你已經得到了祂偉大的愛

fed up of kl already..

jus coming back from kl on last tuesday, this is the 4th time of this year i been to kl since march. which mean i have go once a month.but i never fed up to going over there to meet someone, someone who over protect me and care me alot..

休息是为了走更长远的路。。

6.15pm下班了。。明天的我不用上班，因为今天我辞职了。



6岁-幼稚园
好快乐 好快乐，每天都期待着上学，玩积木，玩粘土，画画，吵吵闹闹呀，无忧无虑，唯一担心的是爸爸忘了来接我回家。。哈哈


7-12岁-小学
难忘呀，当了六年的班长，全班我做主，办公室每天总有我的踪迹，安静～！，每天总有我的叫声。全班我的朋友，甚至比我年长的年终总领不少过5项奖。。爽！表演也总少不了我。。哈。。


13-18岁-中学
诶。。怎么了，变了个样呢。。不活跃了，话也少了，成绩退步了。。埋怨多了。。哦。。谈恋爱了。不对啊，不可以啊。。还年轻呢！不可自拔啊，怎么办？四年后，分手了。。六年就这样溜走了。。不回来了。。永远不回来了。。六年来一点成就也没有，些许感到有点惭愧。


19-20岁-学院
糟了。。怎么有点孤僻了。。生活圈子怎么只变了这么一小圈。。没主见了，善忘了。。总觉得身边的人都不值得信任。。

21岁
是时候打算未来了，过去就让它过去，在眼前的才是未来。不管恋爱了，埋怨多了，话少了，最重要的是及时改变，而且要积极。哎。。。

The Secret...

最近读了好几本好书-吸引力法则。不错的一本书。。
原来我们日常生活中所得到的和所面对的都是我们的意念使它在发生。。
常常埋怨为什会这样，为什么会发生这种事，为什么别人能而我却不能，为什么他不理我了，为什么别人这么幸运。。而这一切已在你的潜意识里在控制着你的思想，若不及时调理。。问题将一直存在而你将一直深陷而无法自拔。。
换个角度想，我想和别人一样，我想改变我现在的生活方式，我想让我的生活过得更好，用你的念力想你所向往的东西，有一天你将会发现它已在你不经意的时候实现。。

生活不过如此..?

" 觉醒的人生。。依然是工作，赚钱，生活。。但是你知道这一切不是真实，你知道自己在演戏，但你还是继续演下去。。没有觉醒的人生，连自己是在演戏也不知道。。"

人生只不过如此？

觉醒后。。完成一切梳洗，品尝妈妈准备的早餐，开始一天的旅程--工作。一天十个小时，占据了半天，也是平时最活跃的时间，但却都花在一间办公室里。。为着别人而工作，为了自己的收入而作，为了别人的眼光而作。也许。。享有还不错的待遇，但这不是我要的。。

以为。。

所有的以为好理所当然。。

爱一个人可以是真心的，但。。不一定是对的。。

小小的梦想。。也可以变得很大。。。